Healing for Victims of Trauma and Abuse with Dissociative Identity Disorder Series – Part 8 by Mary Lou Lake

Healing for Victims of Trauma and Abuse with Dissociative Identity Disorder Series – Part 8 by Mary Lou Lake

In this podcast series, Mary Lou Lake discusses complex issues involving the occult, mind control, Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), and spiritual warfare.  She shares her personal healing journey as a victim of mind control and reveals how Almighty God exposed secrets in the town where she grew up.  In the midst of an extensive period of attacks from individuals involved in the occult, she eventually came to the conclusion that she only remembered a portion of her past and that her mind had been fragmented.  She reveals how Almighty God guided her, step by step, through deliverance and restoration.  Mary Lou believes that there are many Christians that have experienced similar circumstances and continue to struggle because they are unaware of what has happened to them.  Through these podcasts, she hopes to shed light on some of the secrets of the kingdom of darkness and mind control and discuss how someone can have a fragmented mind and be oblivious to the fact.  Above all, she wants to give glory to Almighty God for all He has done and to give hope to the hopeless by sharing how much Almighty God loves them and how He can provide a way out of any prison.
Warning:  These podcasts contain narratives that include information on mind control and can have a destabilizing effect on victims.  If you experience any unpleasant reactions to the information, please stop listening and contact a trained Christian counselor.


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  1. Thank you for this. Even though we did not have astro projection problems your prayers helped in a situation we were made aware this week. We got attached big time during Sukkot this year and we’re struggling big time bc of it. Do you have those prayers printed? And if so where can I find them.

  2. This podcast was an answer to my prayers. I have been asking God to restore to me the ability to praise and worship. I just couldn’t. I also was asking God to make sure I was not leaving my body anymore at night, voluntarily or not.
    I have DID and the Lord is putting me back together. I have memories of my soul being dragged out of my body and screaming at the top of my “lungs” for help. Witches were summoning my soul. Ezekiel 13:20- Wherefore thus saith The Lord, God: Behold I am against your pillows wherewith ye there hunt the souls to make them fly, and I will tear them from your arms and will let the souls go, even the souls that you hunt to make them fly. –
    I knew who some of these people were so I have been praying for them for many years. Recently I felt like God wanted me to pray for God’s goodness, forgiveness, and love on them.
    In my deliverance/ministry sessions these witches were often astral projecting into me and manifesting and talking to my deliverance minister. It seemed so bizarre so I asked God to have one of them contact the minister on their own. So this started happening. The satanic high priest was one of these witches who contacted my deliverance minister. This former high priest gave his life to Jesus and renounced satan. He also apologized to me. That was a major breakthrough for me.
    So many of these witches are giving their lives to Jesus and renouncing satan by seeing the power of Jesus setting their victims free.

  3. Mary these podcasts are so good! I know you are doing a mighty work in the Kingdom and you’re taking territory back from the enemy. Praying for you and Michael. Love you so much!

  4. I was consecrated to the service of Satan at the age of three. My family was consecrasted as well. Although I was carrying an unusual evil anointing. Even so at the age of five I was praying to the most high God for the nations. At that time I was also being used in ritual sexual abuse. Because I was called of God and also dedicated to Satan the demons began to torment me horribly. For 40 years I suffered. The Lord showed me how to break the evil covenant my family had made with Satan. Now I’m learning about dissociation thanks to you

  5. Mary, I am so thankful for you, your calming/leading voice; just the totality of Mary Lou Lake.I am grateful for your breakthrough and the opening that you have shared with all of us.Your loving spirit is clearly powered by The Holy Spirit.Thank you, so much, for sharing your journey. Doing so must have been difficult for you but, of such value to many. You and Michael are true warriors! I look forward to whatever you and Michael have to teach in the future as we all continue this spiritual journey together. Much love and prayers to you both.

  6. Thank you, Mary Lou! This is wonderful. Even though I don’t share the exact experience you have, I can tell you that I have struggled with insomnia since I was 6 years old, and am now 63 years old. Because of spending many nights up alone, I watched so many mind bending movies, I have wondered if that compounded some of the abuse I suffered. I can tell you that my television (personally) was turned off 95% of the time in the last 4-5 years, and it has been wonderful. There is so much in what you have shared in these last 8 teachings. I have shared this one with KIB information, and I sincerely pray that God will open the eyes of understanding. My heart goes out to all who are suffering, and I have family members that are suffering so much, and can’t seem to get free, because as your husband has stated, “They can’t cry out if they don’t even know they are in bondage,” but I am crying out on their behalf, and thank you for teaching me how to repent for all who practice evil deeds done in darkness. This is broadened my prayer life, and I so appreciate you and your husband. You are truly blessings in my life. I can’t thank you enough! To God be the glory!

  7. WOW! Bless you, Mary, you are such a gift from Heaven.
    I was also delivered of leaving my body, the Holy Spirit showed me the silver cord and told me to stop years before I fully understood it.
    In your last broadcast, i was given the final piece that allowed me to go before The Lord and reclaim my middle name (Joy) which was a word I hated because I knew somehow it was defiled.
    it is impossible to know the breadth of the reach that these words are having and lives that are being restored.
    People need this Blessed Hope that you bear witness to because it is a journey and it takes time, as Our Father teaches us and strengths us along the way.
    I’m praying with you.
    Keep Looking Up
    Love you Sister

  8. For some reason, I can’t get the podcast to play. Everything else I’m accessing elsewhere is working properly.
    Love and blessings to you both,

    1. Works perfect from our office. Try using the link to download the podcast to your computer, and then play it.

  9. I’m really trying to be thankful and praise God. I did better praising before I tried to confront the abuse in my childhood. I’ve had some trouble trusting that God will intervene in situations because of what happened most of the year I was eight into nine years old. Thank you for saying that I can be honest with God about how I feel and not try to name it and claim it – which really doesn’t work. I’m not leaving my body but do go into extended daydreaming – which may not be good. I need to really get over the effects of abuse in my childhood and totally trust the Lord. The New Age people are trusting that universe and that makes no sense. I’ve gotten worse recently after having some therapy – with a Christian counsellor. I’m having a hard time getting my mind off of what I have remembered and getting my mind off of the fact that it seemed that I was so extremely unimportant that I shouldn’t be here. I’ve been realizing that I’ve had lies about myself programed into me. The programing, in my case, wasn’t really done on purpose but it happened. I was abused very badly when eight years old for about 9 months. It was because my dad died when I was 14 months old and my mom had to return to work. She worked around the clock all the overtime she could get. When I was very young – a toddler to six years I stayed most of the time with an aunt and uncle who weren’t really related but did more for me than relatives. I was okay then. I must not have trusted mom even then for some reason though, but don’t remember what that was about. I went home to stay all the time at six years and ended up taking care of myself for hours on end before and after school and Saturday mornings. It was before laws that children could not be left alone, there weren’t any daycares, and Mom was at work many hours. It was a long time ago so there is another thing in my head – that I should be over it because it was 50 plus years ago. Back then mom wanted me to be capable of taking care of myself. I actually was frightened at the point because I wasn’t old enough to do that. I told her I could do it because that is what she wanted to hear. When I was eight, she dated and almost married a man who was unbelievably sadistic. I was sexually – physically abused. Thank you Lord she didn’t marry him! I had always blamed myself because I thought that I didn’t tell anyone. Now I realize that earlier on during the beginning of the abuse, before he said that he would kill me, I had tried to tell my mother. I had begged her not to leave me with him. She said he was there to keep me safe. I told her clearly that he was not keeping me safe. She wouldn’t listen. I didn’t remember that at all for decades until the recent therapy of past few years. I think I forgot I said that because she refused to listen. Now that I have remembered trying to tell her I can’t seem to get it out of my mind. I have prayed and told the Lord that I forgive Mom, but I am so hurt that she didn’t care what was happening ( and she had seen black or blue marks on me so why didn’t she realize h was nog good) but I can’t seem to forgive her. I am very happy that she had accepted Jesus though because I do want to see her again in heaven. She died a few years ago. I want to know she is safe in heaven even though I feel anger at her. So maybe I did forgive her, but I was not allowed to feel anger before. I’m having a lot of ill health now and I feel like if I could forgive completely and not feel anger that I maybe could get well. ( Don’t know because I trusted a couple doctors and now I am paying for being over prescribed antibiotics really bad and can’t digest foods and other problems .) Back to mom – She would sometimes say how much she loved me but at other times would yell crazily for some time and would instruct me to not say anything negative. I had to pretend to be happy and positive even when it wasn’t appropriate. I trust the Lord but feel really stuck in the stress of this. The name it and claim it thing makes me fell horrible like a lier and yucky because I don’t like phonies. I did try in past to follow that instruction but don’t think name it – claim it is correct. I do need to be in a more positive place. I will try to praise the Lord more often. Thanks for your time and attention.

  10. The second heaven – praise. God inhabits the praises of His people.

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